Well, I've been struggling. It's scary...I was doing so well and feeling so strong and then all of a sudden it was gone. That eats at my confidence. But today I finally had a really good day again, ate well and used my exercise bike and treadmill, so I am feeling good. Other than not getting to bed at a decent time again, I know the lack of sleep isn't helping me.
But I'm gonna try to work out some more this week cause when I go to Alberta this weekend to see Ayla I don't wanna die if we do anything remotely physical, so I gotta work this week, lol.
I like myself a little more today.
:( I hate that you have been struggling.. what is with us and not being stable at the same time lol. Im glad you had a better day, one step at a time. And don't worry about dieing while doing anything physical, I still get out of breath just from walking so I know how you feel.
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to see you!!!
I know, we suck, lol. But, we're there right now so we'll just keep on keeping on.
ReplyDeleteCan't wait to see you guys!