Friday, 23 September 2011

Strength

It amazes me how good, how strong I feel right now.  I love it.  When I am not doing well with eating healthy, I try so hard to search for this strength and I just can't seem to find it.  I can't just flip a switch, even though that seems to be what happens when I go from good to bad.  It's beyond frustrating.  But right now I feel fortunate to be in a good head space and will do everything I can to keep that going as long as possible.



It's been almost 3 weeks since I started Weight Watchers again, it has worked quite well for me in the past and I am comfortable with it.  In my first two WI I have lost just over 5 lbs total, so that makes me happy.  I haven't been working out as much as I had hoped but I am just getting over a bad cold, so next week I will start again.

Last time I did WW I lost over 60 lbs, then I stopped counting and I gained back about 20 lbs over since last winter.  So I need to get back to where I was, that is important to me right now, then I will push beyond that.  I can't wait.


Every time I get on here I think about all that I have to say and it's too much, it overwhelms me, lol.

I will be back.

Thursday, 8 September 2011

Where to start...

Well, I've never done anything like this before so I'm not really sure where to start.  So I will start with how I am feeling in the moment.

I have a headache.  Again.  And my husband is being crabby so that is making me crabby.  Luckily he went upstairs to nap so puppy and I have quiet time.

I am not sure where this blog is going to go, if anywhere, but largely it will be about my struggles with weight loss.  Long struggles with weight loss. 

Right now I have random thoughts running through my head...I am hungry (suppertime), my head hurts, I love my puppy, I am glad tmo is Friday even though I am not looking forward to the weekend, today is exactly 6 months until my 40th birthday.  I told myself I would be 40 and fabulous so I guess I have 6 months to work myself in that direction.

I'm going to go find something to eat...maybe will post again later if my head feels better...who knows?